Everything changed. The people around me had changed.
I changed!! Why am i in this state when im always so worked up in love.
I fear to love. Fear to get attached. Fear to get hurt. Fear to disappoint you.
The fact that every love ends w a teardrop. The fact that "happy ever atf" dont even exist. The fact that 100 out of 1 is tiongxim couples.
I had this feeling that i dont belong here. Like this ground wasn't for me to walk on.
Did you ever fall fo somebody you think you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but just couldn't?
You fall deeper and deeper down every single day.
But tried your very best to hide it in every possible ways.
In this wide world, nothings forever.. If theres someway that i could make my life easier. I dontmind shortening my life to make thing better. Every single day and night, memories flashes throught my minds. Kept me in deep thought of the past times.
Have i dont smth wrong?
Am i right to do so?
Can someone please lead a way for me. Theres no point in my life now. Idk what tdo with my life now.
I told myself we're not meant to be tgt. You should be hers and i should be living in a world of mine. But why did things changed totally opp. You're not mine, from the start. You wasn't suppose to be mine. Right?! Then why must i cling and love you?
Though fate brought us tgt, but destiny seperated us, i guess. If we're not meant to be tgt then im willing to let go and let you find your happiness while i live in my own small world which only contain me.
Now, my life is in a mess. I dint know what to do! What should i do? Why ??!!~
I might be smiling because you smiled. I might be smiling just to show that i could fake a smile.
I might be smiling just to show that im strong enough to take the truth.
I might be crying because i cant take it anymore.
I cant possibly make you mine. I cant possible take away someones love.
Eventually i had to let go and let you be where you're suppose to be.
Thx for stepping in to my world for that moment of time. Perhaps, we shouldn't be tgt from the very beginning.

PS/ Letting go is also on way to show one's love.
At the end of everything, you will still find someone who stupidly loves you. And will always be tiongxim to you.

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