Hello<: I srsly dont have much to share but yea. Because i was rotting at home todayyy ): Supaaa bored can! Haiz._. Had tuition this aftnoon at 2 and ends at 4. Felt damn sleepy when i slept at 10 plus ystd. Wth sial-_- Im fcking bored can. Grrr ): Okayy, im random. Sorryyy for all those short post but this will be another short post. Coz i really dont have anything to post. !!!! I need people to entertain meeeee T_T Lol,hahas<: Hohohoho, i going to end my post naoz. Byebye:D PS/ Idk how am i going to chase you out of my heart. You seem to have swallowed a magnet and was attached to my heart 4ever. How the hell can i forget you?!?! Why cant i forget you! I know it's not that hard, but i just couldn't seem to do it. Fml._.

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Lee Hong Ki so cuteeee♥
Ahem, anyws. Im posting coz SOME PEOPLE have been asking me to update. Actually, im quite bored nao, so might as well blog to lessen my boredom. Hehe<: Srsly, I have nothing much to post luh. Yea, my life is boring. It seems like there's no longer any aim in my life nao. Haiz._. Bo mood to blog sial. I NEED A HUG NOW!!! winks to someone* Blah blah blah, muahahaha:D I know im lame T_T Kayluh, todayyy SUPAAAA short post!
Byebye<:

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Yoyo!!!♥
Todayy was like any other day in my life that im living now.
Andandand, during D&T, first period Mr Gan was talking bout World Cup, Huhuu<: Anyws, I SUPPORT GEMANY!!! Wahaha:DD Wtf, and he is talking bout germany's "BAD" things. Nehmind._. Todayy 2.30 is SPAIN vs GERMANY i guess. Haiz, lazy wake up watch sial. If holiday i will be watching w my dad. Hehe(:(: Second period of D&T was drawing of (......)*paisei, forget how spell:P Forward forward forward....
Assembly at ISH. So damn HOTTTT!!!!! Cannot tahan sey. Mr Goh talking bout some poly, results thingy. Whatsoever. Dint even listen to him. I was so damn sleepy-_- Chatted w Kailing babe on phone.(sms) Sibei sianzx luh. Then like finally over, EVERYONE cheering and clapping. HAHAS:D Atf school met Kailing and blah blah.^^ Then i realise _____ was supperr PERVERT!! No offenceC; Lol,hahas~
Kailing sayy want come my house in the end only go my house put things. Hehe^^ Went w Vanessa and Kailing to Prime superm. Buy loaddss of stuff sial. winks*
Then go Vanessa's house. Ate ham watched "He's beautiful" at her house(: Kailing left at around, 6 plus i think... I was like addicted. Coz the part she was playing i dint watch. Andandand, JEREMY(Lee Hong Ki) AND TAE KYUNG(Jang Geun Suk)supppaaaa cuteeeeeeeee<: MUAHAHAHA!<3
Mi nam(Park Shin Hye) alsoooo. Btw I like watching the dramas she acted. ^^
Hehe(: Me and Vanessa like mad when watching:D:D:D:D
When home around 7.30. Vanessa pei me walk home. Then she came to my house.
Chat bout _____ , i was so interested. You should have seen my look. Lol<;
She went home bout 9 almost 10. Still want listen to her story sial!!! Haha.
And yea, bathe>homework,comp(:(:
That's all luh... Im sleepy naoz. Idk why nowadays have the feeling of sleeping early. HeheC:
Okay,Okie,Ok,Kays,K.
Baibai, woaini.

PS/ When we first talked to each otherI knew we would always be friends.Our friendship has kept on growingAnd I'll be here for you to the end.You listen when I have a problemAnd help dry the tears from my face.You take away my sorrowAnd put happiness in its place.We can't forget the fun we've hadLaughing 'til our faces turn blue.Talking of things only we find funnyPeople think we're insane-If they only knew!I guess this is my way of saying thanksFor catching me when I fall.Thanks once again for being such a good friendAnd being here with me through it all. - Rachel Ellis

/>A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else. />

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Heyy/♥
Todayy was as per normal. From the everyday life i've been living through, i guess even boredom wont affect me. Feeling as if, you're in a place of darkness living in your own. Alone by the window, seeing stars even when the sun shone brightly above. Tears when down and down not only from the eyes i use to look at you but also the heart i use to (L) you.
Flashing through memories, thinking of you. I know it's time for me to let it off and set you free. The happiness and love you deserve, are now on your own hand. I dont want to be into it anymore. It somehow seems like im already used to the feeling of being lonely being alone in my own small world that is no longer colourful. But, i should think positive rightzxc??! Maybe, black and white are not so bad aft all(: So, i'd remain solitary living a life of solitude wont have any harm to me anymore. My heart is cold and was already numb by the hurt i had before. Eventually, when smth was hurt repeatedly;continuosly, it will go numn. And you wont feel the pain anymore. But the wound and pain you had will FOREVER be there no matter what.
I had rather have a fool that make me merry, than experience make me sad.

/>We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone. >/

Anyw, ystd went to grandlink to meet Laughing Kidds ♥ Then went to CityPlaza:D
Btw, I FCUKING HATE THAT ZHARBOR. WTH, WHERE NOT HAPPY?!?! COME LUH!
SCARE ISSIT. YOU SMALL KAKI LAR. YOU GOT BACKUP HOR? WA, I VERY SCARE LEY! DONT BO TAI BO JI COME MAKE ME ANGRY LAR. THINK ALOT PEOPLE LIKE YOU HUH. HAHAHA(: FUNNY LUH. YOU WANT BETRAY US RIGHTXZC. NEHMIND ONE. YOU WONT BENEFIT ATF ALL. STOP BEING SO IGNORANT. YOU DONT EVEN DARE TO LOOK AT US. WHY, DO SMTH WRONG, FEELING GUILTY UH?!!! KNN, YOU BETTER BE CAREFUL AH.. DO THINGS W YOUR BRAIN AND USE YOU BRAIN JUICE. MAKE EVERYONE SO DISAPPOINTED LAR YOU. CCB.

As i was saying, we went to Cityp. and ate. Fool around and etc. Saw dua chiobu weilin(: Hehe.
And blah blah blah..
Today met Laughing Kidds too aft school at tm. Heyheyhey, did smth that cant tell you<: winks* And walk around buy things and when home around 8 plus. Reached home bout 8.30 bathe and im hereeee(:(: Huhuu, meeting laughing kidds agn on thursday. WAHAHAHA!^^ Mad happy. Heres a dedication message to Xinru and Joanna. {♥}
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Xinru : KTV-KIDDDDS!!!(L) I mad luvyou. Ty for alway be by my side when i need someone. You're the one who is there when im down and needed someone. Ty for you warm hug you gave me when i really need one. Ty for you leg for me to lay on when i really wish to hide my tears. Ty for being there fooling around w me even when you dont really like. Though we're really high when tgt, but ty for the understanding you had for me when you know that i was not feeling good deep down even when im smiling. Really very thankful. Alot of grateful stuff you did to me.
Greatly appreciate. Mauckzxc, ILY<3

Joanna : HYPER-CHILLI . <- [dot] (H) Meloveee you loadss. Im really very thankful for making me laugh till drop!!! You might not show out you love, but you're really a great sisterr i had. Ty for doing alot of crazy stuff w me. Ty for making my day bright like diamonds(bling bling. ) Ty for eating chilli w me(:(: Ty for what you've done to make me smile. Sometimes, you might not want to do smth, but you're still willing to do so coz of me and the others. You're reaaaaally an awesome person. Thx alotalot for every single thing. Muackzxc, ILY <3
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Ending hereee for naoz. Baibai<:

PS/ Go for it !

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"Wondering why cant they just understand me. Goodness gracious. Why cant they just know why am i doing all this and making myself feel so desolate?"

Heyy sexayyes and hottayes(:
Today was okayy. Except for the part when xinru came to meet me. It was GREATTT!!!!
Morning around 10, Weitong,Wanping,Wenling,Chenjie came over to my house for the maths project thingy. Was like doing other stuff until Elsa came around 10.40~ So we all get started.
Topic was famous mathematicians. Found loadds of them. All very "shuai" according to what Chenjie had said(: Hehe, "Lao shuai ge". winks*
Then went to eat lunch around 12 plus i think. Aft eating get back to work. Lol<; My comp is now full of mathematician's stuff. The only one i could remember was , ISSAC NEWTONNN. Lol,hahas(: Andandand, one called "ah ji mi te" ?!! If im not wrong:D
Finished doing my stuff. I was like nothing to do. Finally Weitong passed me somemore info for me to search. Pheww._. If not i will be like bo taiji do while others busying doing stuff. Ha<: Had a small chat w JL bout smth... Felt abit rueful when chatting.

/> Have you ever regretted of doing smth for someone. Instead of appreciating or whatever, they think it in another way and you becamed a bad person when you're actually doing smth good for them. >/

Anyws, Ended the chat eventually. Chat w Xinru for awhile and decided to meet up todayy as said on the beginning of my post(:
Andandand, like everyone else is like nothing to do already. Wenling and chenjie watching drama i think, Weitong watch REBORNN!!! Wanping watching DORAEMON(L):D:D If i dint remember wrongly, it's called the 大雄的结婚前夜. I watched abit too^^ But it was so damn freakingg slow. So i gave up and watched doraemon myself. It was bufferring quite fast. Maybe it was just a short video. Not that long as what Wanping is watching. Then Chenjie joined me too. Hehe, funny luh. Though watch before but for entertainment, i watched it agn .Huhuu~
Then they said they want go ready and im also going to meet Xinru soon. So they packed up and left. I was rushing there to meet Xinru when she told me she had reached and i was still there slowly walk. Omg, guilty!! Nehmind. Beloved dearest Xinru will understand one rightzxc??!!(:
Met her at current khs gate. Hugged her immediately. I missher vvm can. Went to 7 eleven and bought potatoe chips and apple juice :B
Walked to somewhere to sit and eat. Hehe, we somehow treat it as home. Sit until sibei "corlor".
Wahahaha:D:D:D Eating,drinking and chatting and also talking bout someone.
Btw, thx Xinru for your arms over my shoulder when i really need it. And ofcourse you leg. HAHAHAS(: You should know what i mean.
Go to my house treat xinru ate purple ice cream otw home. And i bought a lighter which so nice to use. LolC; But the design abit ahem* Supppa obiang luh.
Reached home, burned away memories w that new lighter. ILY Xinru for accompanying me<; You're AWESOMEEE!!!!!!!!!
Though you CONFISCATED MY LIGHTED FOR MY DAMN GOODNESS SAKE.
But you're still wonderful for trading it w a match stick. Okay luh, i stole it INFRONT of you.
And i wotn give it back, so you trade w me. Keep playing w it. Haiz._. I know i know, KIDS shouldn't play fire yea??!!(:(:(: Muahahas, im big kid. Lol<; Had a small photospam. Both of us memory full. Wtf lar. Deleted stuff and some of my fugly zilians. And continue taking snapshots w ktv-kidddd♥
Around 8.45(estimated~) she left. On call cab for her and teachh her some tricks when taking a cab. Hehe:DD
Photos will be posted on Xinru's blog or facebook?
Wont be posting as i will be posting the exact samee foto w xinru. So no point yea(:(: Maybe will post somee edited photos when i have the feeling to edit smth. Haha<": Meeting Laughing Kids(Xinru,Joanna,Me) tmr. Cant wait to see them. Though met Xinru todayy but Joanna dint. So yeahs,(:
Ending heree!!!
Baibai!!! Muackzxc.

PS/ Maybe i shouldn't have done this. Feeling so mournful. Moodswings. I was feeling so joyous atfirst but now feeling woeful. I just wish for everything to go back to normal. Everything to go back to the very start. When it haven't started. When everyones "me" in their mind was not like now. I hope i could be the Tinglin agn. When the scariest thing was cockroach. When the fear in you was to get chased by scary cats. When the hardest thing was maths problem sums. When the toughest thing was counting ants and fishes. When the worse nightmares was gotten chased by big super creepy monsters with scary eye. When the only thing you're thinking was Jiro(L) and Jiro and Jiro. But will this kind of dayy come back to my life my world ever agn?
What can i do? Living in a meaningless life now. A life full of confussion. Dreadful life that often makes you sank into to deep melancholia. The sorrowful life you're living in now. Messing up your world w multiples emotions. God, i just wish for dayys like past.

Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. ~Kahlil Gibran

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