Forgetting you is like trying to remember someone you dont even know. Saying goodbye to you is harder then saying hello.♥ [C]
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It wasn't suppose to be like that.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
"Wondering why cant they just understand me. Goodness gracious. Why cant they just know why am i doing all this and making myself feel so desolate?"
Heyy sexayyes and hottayes(: Today was okayy. Except for the part when xinru came to meet me. It was GREATTT!!!! Morning around 10, Weitong,Wanping,Wenling,Chenjie came over to my house for the maths project thingy. Was like doing other stuff until Elsa came around 10.40~ So we all get started. Topic was famous mathematicians. Found loadds of them. All very "shuai" according to what Chenjie had said(: Hehe, "Lao shuai ge". winks* Then went to eat lunch around 12 plus i think. Aft eating get back to work. Lol<; My comp is now full of mathematician's stuff. The only one i could remember was , ISSAC NEWTONNN. Lol,hahas(: Andandand, one called "ah ji mi te" ?!! If im not wrong:D Finished doing my stuff. I was like nothing to do. Finally Weitong passed me somemore info for me to search. Pheww._. If not i will be like bo taiji do while others busying doing stuff. Ha<: Had a small chat w JL bout smth... Felt abit rueful when chatting. /> Have you ever regretted of doing smth for someone. Instead of appreciating or whatever, they think it in another way and you becamed a bad person when you're actually doing smth good for them. >/ Anyws, Ended the chat eventually. Chat w Xinru for awhile and decided to meet up todayy as said on the beginning of my post(: Andandand, like everyone else is like nothing to do already. Wenling and chenjie watching drama i think, Weitong watch REBORNN!!! Wanping watching DORAEMON(L):D:D If i dint remember wrongly, it's called the 大雄的结婚前夜. I watched abit too^^ But it was so damn freakingg slow. So i gave up and watched doraemon myself. It was bufferring quite fast. Maybe it was just a short video. Not that long as what Wanping is watching. Then Chenjie joined me too. Hehe, funny luh. Though watch before but for entertainment, i watched it agn .Huhuu~ Then they said they want go ready and im also going to meet Xinru soon. So they packed up and left. I was rushing there to meet Xinru when she told me she had reached and i was still there slowly walk. Omg, guilty!! Nehmind. Beloved dearest Xinru will understand one rightzxc??!!(: Met her at current khs gate. Hugged her immediately. I missher vvm can. Went to 7 eleven and bought potatoe chips and apple juice :B Walked to somewhere to sit and eat. Hehe, we somehow treat it as home. Sit until sibei "corlor". Wahahaha:D:D:D Eating,drinking and chatting and also talking bout someone. Btw, thx Xinru for your arms over my shoulder when i really need it. And ofcourse you leg. HAHAHAS(: You should know what i mean. Go to my house treat xinru ate purple ice cream otw home. And i bought a lighter which so nice to use. LolC; But the design abit ahem* Supppa obiang luh. Reached home, burned away memories w that new lighter. ILY Xinru for accompanying me<; You're AWESOMEEE!!!!!!!!! Though you CONFISCATED MY LIGHTED FOR MY DAMN GOODNESS SAKE. But you're still wonderful for trading it w a match stick. Okay luh, i stole it INFRONT of you. And i wotn give it back, so you trade w me. Keep playing w it. Haiz._. I know i know, KIDS shouldn't play fire yea??!!(:(:(: Muahahas, im big kid. Lol<; Had a small photospam. Both of us memory full. Wtf lar. Deleted stuff and some of my fugly zilians. And continue taking snapshots w ktv-kidddd♥ Around 8.45(estimated~) she left. On call cab for her and teachh her some tricks when taking a cab. Hehe:DD Photos will be posted on Xinru's blog or facebook? Wont be posting as i will be posting the exact samee foto w xinru. So no point yea(:(: Maybe will post somee edited photos when i have the feeling to edit smth. Haha<": Meeting Laughing Kids(Xinru,Joanna,Me) tmr. Cant wait to see them. Though met Xinru todayy but Joanna dint. So yeahs,(: Ending heree!!! Baibai!!! Muackzxc. PS/ Maybe i shouldn't have done this. Feeling so mournful. Moodswings. I was feeling so joyous atfirst but now feeling woeful. I just wish for everything to go back to normal. Everything to go back to the very start. When it haven't started. When everyones "me" in their mind was not like now. I hope i could be the Tinglin agn. When the scariest thing was cockroach. When the fear in you was to get chased by scary cats. When the hardest thing was maths problem sums. When the toughest thing was counting ants and fishes. When the worse nightmares was gotten chased by big super creepy monsters with scary eye. When the only thing you're thinking was Jiro(L) and Jiro and Jiro. But will this kind of dayy come back to my life my world ever agn? What can i do? Living in a meaningless life now. A life full of confussion. Dreadful life that often makes you sank into to deep melancholia. The sorrowful life you're living in now. Messing up your world w multiples emotions. God, i just wish for dayys like past. Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. ~Kahlil Gibran
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